Happiness, baby!

eating disorders. suicide. destruction. horror. depression. self harm. control. rape. I reblog things connected with any of these issues, mostly quotes from my favorite TV shows and films that are accurate and I relate to. some of the photos may be triggering. I am currently in recovery for bulimia and self harm, so the posts may be a bit more positive than they used to. I am also trying to fight depression but I'm losing significantly.

this.

(Source: ianclaytongallagher)

in recovery.

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this.

I still find it ridiculous that they sent the skinniest person from the cast to deal with the ED case. Loved it though.

I still find it ridiculous that they sent the skinniest person from the cast to deal with the ED case. Loved it though.

(Source: gifsanatomy)

“We have survived an unusual number of very bad things”

(Source: greysgreys)

trying so hard to love life again.

true.

thankfully I survived this four year long phase.

liveoffmovies:

This reminded me of @Mariska and @TheJHF #recovery

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Everyday. I just cannot speak up.

Greta (USA, 2009)

This movie came out exactly when I needed it. Not the happy ending though. My suicidal thoughts did not go away, but I could relate to this.

(Source: in-love-with-movies)

Drowning in the bathtub and eating the whole tub of butter in one sitting. This is me.

(Source: ryangos1ing)

Exactly why Meredith Grey is me. And why this show saved me.

(Source: meredithshepherd)

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